...I am struggling this week. I'm being honest. I'm not putting 110% in like I should be.I don't even feel as though I'm giving it 90% I really am not. I've got this stupid head cold STILL(3 weeks now!!!) I'm exhausted all of the time and I'm not getting my activity in at all. The queen of excuses is now in the building! I could go to the gym. I really and sincerely could. I SHOULD have gone to the gym tonight, instead, what did I do? I went with my husband to a restaurant called Afterthoughts. Now this restaurant is a special restaurant filled with deserts. Instead of sharing a desert or just taking a bite or two of my husbands, I got my own. With whipped cream on it! Then what did I do? I laid on the couch for two hours watching television. Now, I'm feeling guilty.
My new year has not gotten off to the banner start that I had hoped that it would, but I will get there! I really and truly will. I stepped on the scale a few minutes ago and I'm annoyed with myself. If I don't get myself moving I'm going to end up gaining this week and that's just not acceptable. It really and truly isn't. I'm on track points wise, (with the exception of the cheese cake, but I do get my flex points to use every week, which I hardly ever use)
So, here I go...the queen of excuses is leaving the building and I'm going to the gym tomorrow come heck or high water....If only losing the weight was as easy as gaining it...hmmm.